hello!!
its me. here with my very first post. i wrote this like some 1h ago on my lj, but then decided to post it here instead.
Who am I?
who am i that Jesus had to come and die on the cross especially for me?
who am i that God would even care about me.
what did i do. i dont deserve anything. im just this guy. just this one ordinary guy. one guy in who knows how many billions of people.
i didnt do anything special. i could just disappear, and the whole world would still be able to function.
im a nobody.
looking back on some past events. God has always been there for me throughout everything. be it through people like my family or my friends. he has always been there supporting me in the difficulties.
and yet, what do i do? the only time i spend time with him is during my quiet time or in prayer. a few minutes in a day. after that, i just go back doing my own stuff. not really caring about what happens. i ask for forgiveness of my sins and yet i still carry on doing them.im not changing. not being a testimony for Him.
i need help. help to change.
-timmy-
